I dont know what to do...dont know what i am coming to......mayb i am depressed.....plz any wise help..plz ans?

Realms of possibility are always in the human brain. Stop thinking negative first. All you need to do is a little bit of patience to work out a plan. Follow that plan and you will be on the right path. Do a bit of meditation for strengthening your concentration. And have a goal in your life. Dream Big.